A sacred space for the soul-weary,
the wildly curious, and those remembering who they are.

A quiet refuge for when you’re tired
of pretending, performing, or pushing through.

Come as you are.
Stay as long as you like.

A Place to Land

The Meadow is a cozy, online community for people exploring who they are beyond the systems they were raised in. Whether you’re untangling your childhood faith, leaving hustle culture behind, or simply seeking connection without performance - we offer a space to land.

Inside, you’ll find gentle structure, nourishing resources, and thoughtful community that honors your full humanity.

You Won't Walk Alone

This isn’t a solo quest.

The Meadow is lovingly held not just by the founder, Sunni, but by a team of experienced Cultivators, longtime members who serve as mentors, companions, and co-wanderers. Each brings their own style of care and curiosity.

We hold the space so you can unfold at your own pace.

A Gentle Investment

The exchange is simple, $18/month - less than your favorite takeout order.

We consider it an energetic offering as much as a financial one: something you give to yourself, not just to us.
Scholarships are available, because we believe healing and connection shouldn’t be limited to the wealthy.

If it feels right, we’ll be here. No pressure, just a steady invitation and a space held with care.

You don’t have to take our word for it, here’s what a few Blossoms from within The Meadow have experienced.

"This community literally saved my life. When I went through a difficult chapter, the people here kept me grounded and reminded me - time and again - of who I really am. I have made lifelong friends here, people I never in a million years would have connected with otherwise."

ShanShanEntrepreneur

"Every. Single. Time. I join a discussion in The Meadow I collect a nugget of wisdom that was exactly what I needed in that moment. Without fail. I’m so grateful to be a part of this space."

ShawniShawniMinister

"I have a whole new relationship with boundaries now. I understand how to monitor and be responsible for my own energy. The classes in The Meadow explain these things in a way that makes it easy to actually live them."

AndreaAndreaSocial Media Manager

What Awaits You Here

This isn’t a content dump or yet another echo chamber. The Meadow is alive. Full of nourishment, insight, and real people showing up with curiosity and care.

Here’s what’s waiting for you:

A Curated Community
We laugh. We cry. We nerd out. You’ll find threads on astrology, books, TV shows, parenting, creativity, and the deeper meaning of it all. We get real, without the pressure to perform.

Seasonal Workshops & Live Gatherings
Join us for monthly workshops and themed virtual circles where we explore healing, creativity, boundaries, energy, joy, and more.

Self-Paced Courses
From grounding practices to seasonal rituals to self-awareness experiments, you’ll have instant access to self-guided support.

Resource Library
A beautifully organized treasure trove of links, tools, practices, prompts, playlists, and media that meet you where you are. Always evolving, just like you.

Space to Rest or Play
Whether you’re in learning mode, seeking reflection, or just need to be witnessed, there’s space for your current season. You set the pace.

Experience The Meadow

While The Meadow is virtual, the spaces within it are tangible to us.

Here’s a glimpse inside—real spaces, real people, and a real sense of belonging.

This short tour also includes a few words from some of our members, because no one says it better than the people who live here.

If what you felt in that glimpse spoke to something inside you… you’re welcome to step in now.

This isn’t a decision to get right, it’s an invitation to breathe a little deeper.

If This Feels Familiar

You might feel a tug toward The Meadow if…

  • You’ve outgrown the beliefs you were raised with, but aren’t yet sure what you do believe in this chapter of your life
  • You crave meaningful connection, but social media feels too loud, shallow, or unsafe
  • You’re exhausted by the rat race, but unsure how to step off the hamster wheel
  • You love learning, but you're craving wisdom (not more overwhelm)
  • You sense there’s more out there, but don’t want to join a cult to figure it out
  • You’re craving depth without another task on your to-do list
  • You’re drawn toward something… softer, deeper, truer

If you nodded yes to any of that—you’ll feel right at home here.

Not sure?

If you’re feeling tender, hesitant, or curious, take a gentle path inward before joining the full Meadow.

Remember those Choose Your Own Adventure books from childhood?

This side quest feels a lot like one of them. You’ll choose the kind of support you’re craving—and we’ll offer some magic in return, sprinkled with nostalgic throwbacks just for fun.

You’ll receive free resources tailored to where you are—emotionally, energetically, and spiritually.

What You Won't Find In The Meadow

Sometimes what is missing is just as important as what’s offered.

Let’s be clear. We will never intentionally…

  • Use scarcity to push you
  • Offer disappearing bonuses
  • Promise instant transformation
  • Manufacture urgency to entice action
  • Guilt you into engagement
  • Make you feel like you need fixing

We don’t want to manipulate you into joining.
We want to welcome you when you’re ready.

This isn’t a launch. It’s a lantern. We’ll keep it lit for you.

This kind of space doesn’t exist by accident.

It’s tended with intention, by people who have walked this path themselves.

While The Meadow is shaped by many voices, people often ask who first planted the seeds.

Here’s what a few Blossoms have shared about being in community with our founder, Sunni:

"You cannot grasp Sunni’s genius from words on a screen. You have to experience the space she holds. It doesn’t take long to feel the wisdom and care she brings to every gathering."

DiazinaDiazinaNonprofit Founder

"The bonds woven between the members of this community are simply awe inspiring. I have learned so much about myself through the others, and I know that’s only possible because Sunni created such sacred space for us to be vulnerable and open."

KimKimShip Captain

"Participating in this community helped me grow as an individual, not just in business, but as a spiritual person. It’s got me thinking about things I’ve never thought about before. It has truly been life-changing."

MikeMikeComic Book Expert

Meet the Founder

I’m Sunni, and I’m so glad you found your way here.

I’ve spent decades walking the winding road of healing, spiritual exploration, and self-awareness. Along the way, I’ve been a corporate strategist, a metaphysical minister, a minimalist nomad, and a mama bear with a planner in one hand and an oracle deck in the other.

I’ve studied systems and soul, structure and surrender, hustle and healing. And what I’ve found is this:

We need spaces that honor the whole of who we are.

We need places where we can laugh, cry, explore, rest, and not have to “fix” ourselves first.

That’s why I created The Meadow, not as an answer, but as a place to ask better questions.

I won’t promise you a formula, a five-step system, or a miracle.

What I will offer you is companionship, curiosity, loads of agency, gentle structure, and the kind of space I wish I’d had when I was searching.

This community isn’t about me. It’s about you - and who you’re becoming.

But I’ll be here, walking beside you, just a few steps ahead or behind, sharing what I’ve learned and holding space for all that you’re discovering.

Meet the Cultivators

The Meadow is held by more than just one pair of hands.

It’s lovingly tended by a team of Cultivators, longtime members and space-holders who know what it means to walk through burnout, uncertainty, or awakening. They don’t offer quick fixes either. They offer care, perspective, and presence.

Each brings their own flavor of support, from creativity and popular media exploration, to deep discussion and soulful witnessing. They’re here to help nurture your journey, not direct it.

Together, we form a patchwork of voices, holding space for both solitude and solidarity. Whether you’re introverted or outspoken, processing or playing, there’s someone in The Meadow who gets it.

This is what happens when you let yourself be seen:

"Within The Meadow you just know to expect the unexpected. It’s refreshing, challenging and growth is always available. This community has allowed me to connect more deeply with myself and with others."

CamilleCamilleCorporate Trainer

"What I’ve learned through the classes and my peers in The Meadow made a massive difference when I was faced with a major life decision. I felt like I had tools. I felt prepared. I felt supported and not alone."

AmandaAmandaFlight Attendant

"Honestly, it’s a bit of a mystery, somehow this is a safe space to talk, to share and be vulnerable without judgment. It may sound simple, but that is so huge."

LeilaniLeilaniCEO

Real voices. Real Stories. Real Transformation.

When You're Ready

The Meadow is a place to land when you’re tired of chasing.
A place to grow at your own pace.

A place to be fully seen, without needing to explain yourself first.

If you’re feeling the tug, trust it.

Join us whenever you’re ready, whether that’s today, next week, or after you’ve wandered a bit more. We’ll be here.

The gate is open.

Addressing Common Questions

How do I access The Meadow?Our community is hosted within the Heartbeat community app. You will be able to access The Meadow from your computer or an app on your mobile device. Members have found both intuitive to navigate.

Most of our virtually gatherings are hosted via zoom, the link being available from within the event hosted on the app. Within The Meadow you’ll be able to chat with other members through chat channels and threads, access a whole host of resources in our resource library, access courses, and events - all of it is in one place. The app offers highly customizable notification settings so you can hone in on your personal interests and mute the rest - no notification overwhelm here.
How much time does this take?One of the beautiful things about this community is that it is entirely up to you. And, it can vary over time.

Most folks place the app right next to their favorite social media platform on their mobile device. They pop in for a few minutes daily. Depending on what your interests are you could spend quite a bit of time here, going through the classes or watching replays.

There are typically 1-2 virtual gatherings each week, each lasting about an hour. But they are all completely optional.It really is up to you.

And, for those thinking ugh, just give me a clear number!, we get it.

Most of us find that we redirect 15 minutes of our scroll time toward The Meadow a couple times a week. Between discussion groups and workshops, most invest another 2-3 hours each month. It really is totally up to you though - seriously.
How do I know this is for me?Quite simply, try and find out! 

We have an incredibly diverse community from all walks of life, cultural, religious, and ethnic backgrounds, gender expressions, ages, and interests. We do have a lot of neurodiversity, a lot of recovering Christians, and a lot of feminine energy (not to be confused with female as a gender). 

If it doesn’t feel right, it’s super easy to opt-out.
How is this different than all of the other subscriptions?This is a totally fair question. Maybe you’ve signed up for things that promised transformation and left you empty.

The Meadow isn’t here to fix you - you’re not broken. It’s simply a space to receive steady, nourishing support for the very real things you’re already carrying. The true freedom to choose, to show up as often and as fully (or as sporadically and as guarded) as you want is something that we think makes this space pretty spectacular.

Thanks to the gentle structure that Sunni is so great at, many find just enough accountability and nourishment here that it just feels....good.

And because we don’t gatekeep, the risk is low. If it’s not a fit, you can cancel anytime. No hoops. No shame.
If members are so tightknit, won't I just feel like an outsider?First, we all know first hand how much value comes from the sharing and access to new and different perspectives. So we're hungry to hear from you.

Second, this is where Sunni's balalnce of intuition and strategy shine through. She's setup some supportive, gentle structures that will help you land in to the space and find your groove. 

As soon as you sign up, you’ll receive a simple, easy walk through of the app to ensure you know how to maximize your membership. And, Sunni and the Cultivators are always just a DM away.
When is a good time to join? How do I know I'm ready?Now. Right now. You are ready. Seriously.

If you’ve read this far and are actually consuming the FAQ, that means that some part of you is drawn to this community and this experience, and some part of you is craving this type of support.

So rather than ‘thinking about it’ and leaving this tab open to disappear in the chaos and rediscover it days or weeks later - just do it. Join us now; we can’t wait to welcome you.
What time zones do you support?We have members from all over the world. Our Cultivators are all based in the U.S. While we tend to gravitate toward evenings in the U.S. we are always open to requests from other time zones and adding additional options to accomdate them.

On the same note, we do talk a lot about seasonal alignment, mostly from the lens of the Northern Hemisphere.
What languages do you support?Currently our community is primarily English speaking.
Is there a way to check it out before I commit?If your hesitation is financial, we have the sliding scale scholarships.

If you're feeling uncertain for another reason, or simply looking for a softer introduction to the style of support you'll find here, we get it.

That’s exactly why we created the Choose Your Own Adventure experience. You can click here to get started with free, gentle, customized support delivered right to your email inbox.